Tuesday, November 15, 2011

I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool

Thursday, November 10, 2011

It's like I'm letting myself hurt. Wish I am stronger.

What had ever happened.

I will never leave you

So that's just the truth. Every hello comes with a goodbye. But how long do I have to keep on living like this? Do I really have to be ready for every hello which eventually ends with a goodbye? Seriously? Yeah, who am I to ask. I guess, I just have to learn how to survive. I'm not the kind of girl who's SO LOW. Get whut I'm saying? I'm always..happy :( So when I'm not, I will always wonder..why? It was always easy for me back then because I was so fresh & clean. Not saying I am not clean now..haha just...my mind is getting more fucked up as i grew up.

I was just a little girl. I knew i needed to take care of myself, by pushing people away. I let love down so many times. And now i began to wonder, was it the right choice? I see happy couples here and there, and all I could think of is " I was offered with so much loves, I let it down " I don't know, i guess i wasn't ready. Still am not. But i just miss the feeling of being wanted or having someone to talk to every night. Having those funny fights. Haha lol k, whatever Lisa. But then i guess I'll be okay. I should be a better person day by day because the future deserves the best. And so do I.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

SLEEPOVER

Sleepover in my house bitches! Aha. Okay it is the holiday, and to be honest, SO FAR, its friggin-ly borrrreeeddd. Please kill me >( Haha, so i hope tonight's gonna be fun.

So, my bestfrnd is coming home tonight from his Uni. Phew. I hope we will have a great time together insteed of fighting all the time, like we always do. Oh well. Haha. Umm, what else? Oh yeah! Another dead person in my life. Yeah, I'm talking about you alright. You are dead. Who are u ? Oh i don't know, you're just someone dead. Sux heh

Just watched Paranormal Activity 2 AGAIN, haha freaks me out man, thank god my girls is sleeping with me tonight <3

There's not really much to say, because I'm at Aina's house, and my mood is really neutral right now, I'm not emo and all this shit, so not rly a good time to blog but what the hack!

Till then loves, x.