Good day. :)

I think life is beautiful. Too beautiful that my tears wud fall down, sometimes. The only thing that make life's miseable is us. We're bittersweet. My life was so beautiful. If only it remains the same, my life would be perfect. But its not. But, I won't regret my past.

I wish you had the balls to confront to me. You're so cold.

I wish I didn't let myself. Why did I even let myself. Why..

I need a red bull + panadol.

Thanks for being there for me all the time. Thanks for not giving up on me. You are just simply the best. Love you till the end , brah.

EVERYTIME I try to stand up again, something will always push me down again. Hmm. I lost one pf my family member. Again. Im barely hanging on. It's always like this. If only you knew how It feel :'/

I hate injections! It makes me feel weak, and sleepy and blurry and dizzy and weak! Grr~ I wish I can skip my sleeping time and just wake up with loads of energy. Not gonna happen Lisa. Sheesh.

Chelsea chelseaa

Dear Lampard. I'm sorry If I fail to make it this Thursday. It's not I don't miss you, it's just I haven't buy the tixx yet. But I'll try my best to find it. That's a promise. And you know I don't break promises unless it's necessary. Love you loads, Lampard. Oh and say I say hi to Terry ! Hihi. Traa~

I'm such a happy girl. Sometimes I'm so worried because I'm always happy. I don't feel normal. And when I'm sad..sometimes, it's hard to be happy again. And now I think Im feeling happy again. And I hope I won't be stupid to feel not normal. It's ironic

Youre slowing things up? Well I'm stopping things up! HAHA

Never express your feelings when yre too happy because it won't be there forever.

I miss myself. Good to be back :)

Because this doesn't matter. I don't belong here. Just don't. Need to find that place I belong to. Jengs

I LOVE YOU TAS

I depend on me, myself and I.

All i can feel right now is calmness. And i wish it'd last forever.

I just can't face you anymore.

There is no more feeling left for you, i moved on. What you did to me, it's a heartache.

So goodbye goodbye

I've removed the guy from the past from my friend 'list'. And this doesnt mean that I'm having a hard time of getting over him. YOU? Peh-lease. I deserve something cooler. I've removed him because of his annoying-ness of obsession of lameness. " oh she's the one I love you mwah mwah mwah mwah " cut it off wudja? I GET IT. And this doesn't mean that I'm not cool because ya knawww removing someone from friend list. It's just that I'm too cool for you. (again) if you know what I mean :p

Let the past, just be the past


From the above statement, I've learnt that, when something suck happened in the past, we should forget about it. Some people would say it's impossible. But come on la. Grow up. There is definitely nothing you can do about it. Crying won't make any difference at all. So why suffer? Life is so beautiful. Live forever. Forget the diamonds. Diamonds arent forever. Put love aside for a while wud ya? Most people suffer of love. Why? Because the love they expected won't return back. Zzzzz! Stop suffer people. There's so much things you can love than loving the opposite sex who won't be there thru it all. Yes, I have regrets. My friend once told me that I don't know how make someone feel special...it's not that, it's just that...I don't know..I guess I'm just not a romantic kinda person. To me, saying how special someone is and you really mean it is kinda like..10% of committing. And I don't like committing. It's a waste of energy. Haha. to me, I should only commite to someone who I 101%-ly , with no doubt, trust! And I really hate it if someone says I'm playing hard to get. The thing is..I just don't want you. What are you? Blind? Haha! Okay, that's quite cruel :p