Let's pray

Dear God. I've been hit so well this year. Ive lost 2 of my family members forever. I've been hurted by so many people even the people I thought they wont. But they still did. Ive been so good but Things get worse. This year hits me so well. Please, be with me because I really can't take this anymore. Too much shits. I don't think I've even have enough tears a to cry anymore. I also don't want to be sick :(