If only you gave me the chance to show you what i really am. Mmm. 

I like to be alone at times. So when i said please dont talk to me/dont disturb , i actually meant it. Because i just dont feel like talking. So please can u just kindly NOT call, text or whatever. It irritates me. Don't tell me i have not warned. 

I am not good in putting words. And if I ever manage to do that, it'd be beautiful. Promise. x

Where there was pain now there is joy .

I feel so angry that i feel like kicking your flat ass

A piece of nostalgia.

I wonder why do you always came back in my life when i've alrdy ask you to leave me. But now i just wonder why haven't you come back again..

Shit happens. And i say to myself "things wud be so much better if its like it used to, when you were around." i miss you :/

Time, please stop :(

I love my friends, i love my family, i love my life ( at times ) haha. I just love all of you guys and i hope you guys love me too (: You are are just the best, im just lucky. *hugs amd kisses!

Pity you, pity you.

You change the way i see you. I used to always see you in a good way, honestly. But not anymore. Ew. You're the one who doesnt have the balls to say right in front of my fucking face that you're fucking 'mad'. For what? Because you can't make your pathetic mind. Blame it on me right? Yeah, sure. We could settle things out, but no. I forgot, you're like what? 8 years old right? OH. You know what, do what you gotta do. You will forever and always just another moron. Oops. I dont give a fuck about the people surrounded by you. Its your problem, solve it yourself. GROW UP, boy. Dont just blame it on someone who you obviously cant get over with.

Stay out. I can't.

I'll never understand, it doesn't make you a man. So what are you trying to prove? I know you.

You don't have to rush on things. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. Meanwhile, just enjoy life.

Give me back my fantasies <3 

Me love you.

It's funny how life can always relate to songs

What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything rightNo lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now

Cupcake.

This is cute, don't you think so too? :(

Jules <3

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was.

 

ain't this just the sweetest or what ?

look closely, look how the guy hugs her.

So hello again everyone ! wohhh, i think this is kinda like the first time i typed using my laptop :O (being lame) After such a long time.Haha. So there's so so so so much to say. But then i don't know where the hack am i supposed to start. Hmm, so life's been treating me well. Life's won't be a bitch if i don't think it that way. But sometimes, i have to think in that way to treat my heart.

I am back to my normal life. The life where I do crazy things. The life where i laugh here and there. The life where I have my bestfrnd right beside of me. But it's not the same anymore. How can it be the same when you've just been thru the rain? It will only get much better or empty. I still not sure where i'm at.

Akmal once told me. If a guy loves you, he'll fight for you even if he think he's not good enough for you. So here's my conclusion. He doesn't care for me, he don't give a shit about me, im just another goddam girl to him, and whatever love quotes that he's updating is just not for me and I am okay with it. I am better that way actually. I won't be wasting my time firguring how his brain works, duh~ Haha.

I want to study well, get great results. Surrounded by great people. Have a great job. Great finance. Be rich. Living the dream. I want to travel. Great house. Independent. Most important ; make my folks proud of their lil' girl =)

What is life without pain? Nothing. I'm one of those people who are not meant to fall in love yet/ever. I believe in that. Maybe God has other good plans for me in the future. 

Lisab.

I remembered the first time we met. Not really a good intro tho, but then it's funny. Haha. I don't really have a friend back then when I was form 1. So I made some frnds. You & I became good friends. All I can remember is just our laughter. Boy, how I miss those days :( it's just something I'd miss forever. I am very happy to hear that you miss me too. Even if I met millions of friends, you still have that piece of my heart. Still remember our 'lisab forever' ? Yah' it's for real. All I'm thinking right now is how nice it'd be if we're in the same college. My life was so beautiful. I spoiled it. I guess I just need time on my own now and just restart things again. I just want to feel calm and right. That's all. I wish I could let the screams in my heart out. I'm done hoping. My aim right now is just to do all the things I wanted to do. Sounds dreamy. But I'll catch it. I will (: