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Thing's are getting pretty well now, I'm catching up in everything, thnk God for that. Pheww. So here's the sad part. A friend of mine, Fahimah is moving from me school, that suck so hard. She were always the one whom brighten up things. She's a very  talk active girl and obsessed of making stupid jokes, but still..that made everyone laughed. Even though some times it may be anoyying ( hehe sorry babe, still <3 you :p ) but yeahhhh. A day without her dumb jokes are a nightmare to us, because then there must be something wrong wit her? Haha (!) Hmm so anyway, gonna miss you babe. Your big foot ! Your jokes, your toilet...everything. Hope you'll be fine in your new school. Bye mate :(

A part of my feeling of life. 


Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex ? If you do, i bet either one of you like one of you, don't deny it. Hmm, that's kind of the issue that i've ignore and still am. He once confessed to me that he... me. Then, i got so pissed. I don't want to have anythning with him, i just want to stick with, you know, friends. As in just best friends. So then, i ignored him for months. I was just..I dunnu la (!) Trying so hard to ignore his feelings. But we're fine now. One day, he got a girl friend. And I kinda hate it because I, honestly, dislike that girl because of some reasons. Anyways, as days passed by, they went to a next level which I kind of shocked. Because, you see, my best friend is a kind hearted guy who don't touch girls..kinda type. When he does that, its weird and I'm shocked + emotional.  Fuck emo la. I love to run away from problems, hobby. So i ran away from him. I said   I'm busy, not returning his calls and all. And there is one day where I had the worse day of my life and I was crying so hard and I just felt completely alone. Right on that moment he called. So I decided to pick up the phone because I was desperately in need of someone who knows me the best. Then, he said what is wrong with me and stuff. He also did told me about his girl ( FFFUUU ) haha. I was like, yes, memang saya nak dgr nonsense ni sekarg, tq. Zzz, wrong ! I fucking don't wanna know lah. Then we did argue a lil bit, he was like "what the hell is your problem "  OH and fyi, i was crying -.- Then, i was like " the problem is i don't like you anymore and im jeaaalous. Are you satisfied now? It's not fair when you don't give to do this and that where you did all of 'em. I know you care about me, but I'm not a little girl anymore " Bla bla bla, then i don't remember wutt happnd. Then again, as day passed by, there's this one day he was calling me. And we're making jokes like we always do, haha here haha there, then he said that he wants to make ma boii jealous so he sent a <3 to me on my facebook wall. I revenge to him by saying "hi sayang ! <3 " in his conversation with his gf. Smart 'uh. Ahah, Then fer mins/hours afta that he called me saying that they broke up. I felt terribly guilty because it is all my fault ! His girlfriend were fully jealous. I'm like " Ahhhh man. What a mess, so my falut" But honestly, im 40 % glad on that moment cos no more her muahaha. But then the next day he said to me  " Aku dah kasi phone gf aku balik " And I was like good lah, why wud ya keep it anw? I was kinda trash talk her. But unfortunately then, he said to me " I said, aku dah COUPLE balik, not kasi phone balik " I was like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHKAAAAYYYY (!) I feel glad also, and happy for him. At least i don't have to pujuk him kan? Hihi, and at least i don't feel that guilty anymore. But some how, I just hate to talk with him right now. Because then, there goes another drama. Zzz, hate it, makes me mad ! So I'm deciding to just call ma boi tonight, at least he wud calm me down a lil bit. Oh well. Adios !