Happy. Laughter. I can laugh everyday, every time, every second, always. And I won't let anyone own this laughter. I'll find something happy to do/think of every single day & it's absolutely doesn't have to be about anyone. Life is too short, I won't waste my time being unhappy and ungrateful for what i have. I have doubts. Loadssss of 'em. And it's been bothering my mind. So I've dropped into a conclusion where I will throw this doubts away and just do whatever i want to do, what i feel is right.
Life's great. Life's a bitch. Life's better. Life is a like a roller coaster, it has its own ups and downs. I'm not really sure where I'm at. I do hope for the best. Till then, x.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Que sera, sera.
It means, if it's meant to be, it will be
I have finally decide & made my mind. I think I'm gonna take a break from this social life and concentrate in my life. I do know what I want now. I used to always go with the flow, but to think again, I have to work too! For what ever hit me, life always go on. I believe I am stronger now. And frankly, sometimes I do like to just be alone. I feel calm. :)
I have finally decide & made my mind. I think I'm gonna take a break from this social life and concentrate in my life. I do know what I want now. I used to always go with the flow, but to think again, I have to work too! For what ever hit me, life always go on. I believe I am stronger now. And frankly, sometimes I do like to just be alone. I feel calm. :)
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Thursday, November 10, 2011
What had ever happened.
I will never leave you
So that's just the truth. Every hello comes with a goodbye. But how long do I have to keep on living like this? Do I really have to be ready for every hello which eventually ends with a goodbye? Seriously? Yeah, who am I to ask. I guess, I just have to learn how to survive. I'm not the kind of girl who's SO LOW. Get whut I'm saying? I'm always..happy :( So when I'm not, I will always wonder..why? It was always easy for me back then because I was so fresh & clean. Not saying I am not clean now..haha just...my mind is getting more fucked up as i grew up.
I was just a little girl. I knew i needed to take care of myself, by pushing people away. I let love down so many times. And now i began to wonder, was it the right choice? I see happy couples here and there, and all I could think of is " I was offered with so much loves, I let it down " I don't know, i guess i wasn't ready. Still am not. But i just miss the feeling of being wanted or having someone to talk to every night. Having those funny fights. Haha lol k, whatever Lisa. But then i guess I'll be okay. I should be a better person day by day because the future deserves the best. And so do I.
So that's just the truth. Every hello comes with a goodbye. But how long do I have to keep on living like this? Do I really have to be ready for every hello which eventually ends with a goodbye? Seriously? Yeah, who am I to ask. I guess, I just have to learn how to survive. I'm not the kind of girl who's SO LOW. Get whut I'm saying? I'm always..happy :( So when I'm not, I will always wonder..why? It was always easy for me back then because I was so fresh & clean. Not saying I am not clean now..haha just...my mind is getting more fucked up as i grew up.
I was just a little girl. I knew i needed to take care of myself, by pushing people away. I let love down so many times. And now i began to wonder, was it the right choice? I see happy couples here and there, and all I could think of is " I was offered with so much loves, I let it down " I don't know, i guess i wasn't ready. Still am not. But i just miss the feeling of being wanted or having someone to talk to every night. Having those funny fights. Haha lol k, whatever Lisa. But then i guess I'll be okay. I should be a better person day by day because the future deserves the best. And so do I.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
SLEEPOVER
Sleepover in my house bitches! Aha. Okay it is the holiday, and to be honest, SO FAR, its friggin-ly borrrreeeddd. Please kill me >( Haha, so i hope tonight's gonna be fun.
So, my bestfrnd is coming home tonight from his Uni. Phew. I hope we will have a great time together insteed of fighting all the time, like we always do. Oh well. Haha. Umm, what else? Oh yeah! Another dead person in my life. Yeah, I'm talking about you alright. You are dead. Who are u ? Oh i don't know, you're just someone dead. Sux heh
Just watched Paranormal Activity 2 AGAIN, haha freaks me out man, thank god my girls is sleeping with me tonight <3
There's not really much to say, because I'm at Aina's house, and my mood is really neutral right now, I'm not emo and all this shit, so not rly a good time to blog but what the hack!
Till then loves, x.
So, my bestfrnd is coming home tonight from his Uni. Phew. I hope we will have a great time together insteed of fighting all the time, like we always do. Oh well. Haha. Umm, what else? Oh yeah! Another dead person in my life. Yeah, I'm talking about you alright. You are dead. Who are u ? Oh i don't know, you're just someone dead. Sux heh
Just watched Paranormal Activity 2 AGAIN, haha freaks me out man, thank god my girls is sleeping with me tonight <3
There's not really much to say, because I'm at Aina's house, and my mood is really neutral right now, I'm not emo and all this shit, so not rly a good time to blog but what the hack!
Till then loves, x.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Yes to best friends, no to boyfrnds.
I am currently loving ze life. Enjoying every second of it, breathing the fresh oxygen, well not so fresh but what the hack. I love hanging out with my friends, there is always laughter. All the crazy moments we build together, ho boyy, surely something I'd miss when i flash back in the future. Just can't freaking wait for the holidays and enjoy even more and meet all of my old friends. I miss 'em so so much. Will be also moving to my new house, yippie! No more this 'insecure' feeling, I'll be like 'fuck off' je lah now. Because like, hello, what to worry about? Am thinking better now, glad of it. I dunnu, life is just great for now. If only it would last forever. What a wish. Mmm-hmm
Sunday, October 23, 2011
When it all falls down.
You know what, don't even fucking bother to be friends with me when you acted so immature and childish. I don't approve children in my friend list, too young to know about what the grown ups do. I am guessing you just realize how motherfucking stupid you have been. I don't fucking care if you hate me, i don't fucking care if you want to talk bad things about me to your frnds and MY frnds. Because deep down inside you are just so fragile and I'm not fucking scared of u ! You are a pussy, do you know that? If you really ready to be frnds, say it right to my fucking gorgeous face. WHICH I KNOW YOU WON'T. I am so sorry for not acting professional right now, but I'm in a fucking PMS for god's sake! So what the hack! You suck balls. Chow!!
Monday, September 26, 2011
Rainbow
So hello everyone! What a good day it is =) haih, i feel so good right. I wish this feeling last forever. I WISH. ( yeah! in you dream Lisa ! ) So anyways! Had a great time today! Well at first I was a bit moody because of some things, but then someone just made my day i guess. :)
Hmm so anyways. My life without a maid
Surprisingly, it's not that bad at all. I feel so much better. I don't rly mind doing these house works. Well i do, but not that much. It's feels good. Mummy cooks again, best part of not having a maid <3 and she's doing almost everything. Haha it's been forever since i last saw her doing all of these stuffs. She seem more happy anyway. So its cool not having a maid.
So i have decided to put all the things that has been bothering me aside, like fo real ! And am looking forward to have fun after end of year exam and concentrate to my SPM all the way. *fingerscross!*
Hmm so anyways. My life without a maid
Surprisingly, it's not that bad at all. I feel so much better. I don't rly mind doing these house works. Well i do, but not that much. It's feels good. Mummy cooks again, best part of not having a maid <3 and she's doing almost everything. Haha it's been forever since i last saw her doing all of these stuffs. She seem more happy anyway. So its cool not having a maid.
So i have decided to put all the things that has been bothering me aside, like fo real ! And am looking forward to have fun after end of year exam and concentrate to my SPM all the way. *fingerscross!*
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
How ya goin
So there is so much going on, internally. I have been so so so so busy lately. Like I don't have the time to play around, hang out, being on the phone 2-3 hours again. I am just having the time with me, myself & I. There is so much to do. I will blog a bit letter tho. Chow loves x
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
The day the devil was born
It is only 12.08 AM. Some homo just reminded me the date of today. Blame the twitter. And by that reason, i hate today. But I am not going to let it ruin my day. But to think it back again, I have to wake up early in the morning. So that sux. Time, this is the time when I need you to fly faster. As fast as you can. Just please! Love, Lisa.
I feel so dehydrated ! And I feel so lazy to ze maximum ! What the hack has got into me! I need Livita so bad right now, like dude, SERIOUSLY. Someone please kindly buy one for mehh ~ So anyways, my house will be done in maybe the next 3 months. I am honestly, so excited to decorate my room and all but then I am quite sad to leave this temporary house. I have such an amazing neighbors here :( Gonna miss them all. Haih. But in the bright side, my house will be a totally new one. I'm lovin it *parapapapa!
I am full with plans right now but then I haven't jot down anything yet. Just like a go thru mind plans! Can't seem to do anything with my messy room. Uhh! Freakingly fed up with my messy room. Screw it!
Sooooo, just got thru facebook. Most popular social network or should i say, used to! Then ho-ho I saw this boy whom I have less interest in. If you know what I mean. And for fucks sake, it pisses me off to see him. I just have a very strong like a dislike feeling towards him now. He is just ridiculous, terrible 'boy', mind-freak, and he is indeed getting stupid-er and he just disgust me a lot and i just don't like him. I rly hate it when a boy acts like a girl. Just too pathetic. I rly wish you'll get hit by a bus or something. Haha.
What's my type of guy?
This is Clayton. This man has inspired me a lot. He had suffered back when he was only 6 years old. He got bitten up my his folks so bad. So bad, And god, he is very strong. I literally cried when i heard about his past but he didn't. He accepted it, that's that. He didn't do anything stupid like drugs and such. He has such a wonderful heart. And I wish to meet someone like him, someday.
Monday, September 5, 2011
' A New Day Has Come'
I see the light. But will the light come to me or should i reach it myself? My teacher once told me to 'think positive'. And wohoo, trust me its the easiest thing for me to do. That WAS how i role. Was. She also mentioned that it's easier to START to think positive, rather than falling down...and start to think positive AGAIN. Get what i'm saying? Uhh, the hack am i crapping. Whatever it is, my point is i think i am standing up again and it's not easy. No, it is not. I am finally and seriously want to start it all over again. I hope I can do it. Sure i can, right?
Soo, any hot goss? OH, right. This 'love-sickness' thingy. Love. What is love? I really don't know what LOVE is. But it is surely has always been among the hottest topic of all time. Hmm. To me. Love is just two people having to meet each other and just get along. Get attracted by the physical, touched by the heart and fucked by the mental. Hmm, i some how want to find something like my parents. They are just meant to be. For how worst thngs are, they will always come back to each other. Because that's where they belong to. A place to be. Yeah, i guess that is love. Just a place we belong to.
Not saying that i don't trust man or anything. But, it'd be a pain in the ass if i do trust 'em. It's better to play it safe. But at the same time it's extraordinary to play it by risk. But then, it's too risky. I rly wud sacrifice for my love one, but...i just don't know if I could. Now is just not the time. In the future, just a maybe?
Well, i think that's all for now. Stay cool people. xx
Soo, any hot goss? OH, right. This 'love-sickness' thingy. Love. What is love? I really don't know what LOVE is. But it is surely has always been among the hottest topic of all time. Hmm. To me. Love is just two people having to meet each other and just get along. Get attracted by the physical, touched by the heart and fucked by the mental. Hmm, i some how want to find something like my parents. They are just meant to be. For how worst thngs are, they will always come back to each other. Because that's where they belong to. A place to be. Yeah, i guess that is love. Just a place we belong to.
Not saying that i don't trust man or anything. But, it'd be a pain in the ass if i do trust 'em. It's better to play it safe. But at the same time it's extraordinary to play it by risk. But then, it's too risky. I rly wud sacrifice for my love one, but...i just don't know if I could. Now is just not the time. In the future, just a maybe?
Well, i think that's all for now. Stay cool people. xx
Monday, August 29, 2011
If only you gave me the chance to show you what i really am. Mmm.
I like to be alone at times. So when i said please dont talk to me/dont disturb , i actually meant it. Because i just dont feel like talking. So please can u just kindly NOT call, text or whatever. It irritates me. Don't tell me i have not warned.
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